Well I'm getting back in the grove, back to reality, putting my nose to the grindstone, working for my keep...however you want to put it, I'm back to work. I started back this morning, only for a few hours today, but that's how it starts. Next week I will be back starting at around 12 hours and it will quickly build back up to 16-20 hours. Sigh. :)
I have mixed feelings about being back at work. I do love my job, and particularly the work that I do. I also love my co-workers. But it's always hard to leave your baby. Aidan did awesome at daycare today (as did Olivia, but that is to be expected) and I have zero quams with leaving him. It's just the part of me that wishes I could be home full-time. Then there's the othe part of me that says I would go insane if I was home full-time (that's just me). I have a good balance and I'll get back in the groove, it's just hard at first.
Wish me luck!
3 comments:
Good luck! I know it is soo so hard. But definitely, after a few weeks, it will feel more normal, as you know. Hang in there. Hugs to the little cutie pies. xo
Ehlan!!! Don't tell me that phrase... "Earn my keep"!!! I must
take a stand against that phrase!!
There are more women who work out of the home and dash home with daycare babes and start the second shift and keep right on going through the third shift!!! Hope the babes sleep well tonight!!!
I hope it goes well! You're lucky to have it be PT though, to have that good balance! Keep us posted!
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